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.: DISASTER!! :.

UPSR over but i cannot get a new PHONE!!!!
Last night at dinner my parents told me that...

A new phone...
1] Wouldnt be fair for my sister
2] Isnt necessary

The not logical thing is, they say i can get something else. I can ask for an iPod, Nintendo Wii, camera... Isnt that much more expensive??!! The idiocy of it is unspeakable. Dinnertime i held back my tears. Went home, quickly finished my music practice and locked myself in the room. I sulked. I have every right to. I think my mum wants to just put money in the bank and get it over it. When I suggested to use the money for a phone, she starts again with the "a new phone is not a neccesity..." crap. The only reason i stayed up until midnight studying and waking up at 5 am to revise again was for a new phone. If I dont change phone for UPSR, I have to wait another 3 years and after PMR until I can get one. Mum came into my room and blabbered about the whole neccesities again. Dad said that my sis still holds a grudge about me getting a phone earlier than her. How does he know? Since my father was going to Shanghai today, I HAD to apologise last night. Its became a habit after 12 years. I really feel...

1] Damn angry
2] Devastated
3] Confused
4] Heart-broken

Heart-broken because of all my work, i cant get what i want.
Look out for Avril's songs from her old album when she was a punky teen, Let go and Under my skin...