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Okay, I know I havent been online much...
I had to get back to being used to band...
Homework problem resolved! Dont tell my mum. She just think I quit in the first place cause of exhaustion. ^^"

I like Carrie Underwood's song "Jesus Take The Wheel" eventhough I'm not that much of a Christian. 

      On 25th of March, 2009... I screamed in my pillow and cried cause that was one of those "HORRIBLE" days when I felt like all happiness had been sucked out. First, I lost my best friend. Second, I was really scared to go to band cause Samantha and Cheah's sis looked very angry. I thought they were gonna start bullying me. [ I know lame ] Third, I hated going home. My grandmother is there, on the way back I would surely be the middle of a fight between my sis and my mum. Since they were shouting, when I get angry but I didnt shout, my mum would be like "Why are you shouting??!!". Yea, so I'm getting tired of that. 
     
      School isnt even my sanctuary anymore. Only my room where I have privacy and freedom.


25th and 26th was probably the worst days of my life. It was the time I made all the wrong decisions. To anyone who's been hurt within this whole week, I'm sorry.
It took me at least 2 more days to pull myself together. Hehe... I know I very lambat... 

I thought it'll be cool to be the FIRST st. marian to commit suicide just for fun. haha! Today I sewel sikit. 



YYEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! Today got tuition.. > <>









P.S. Kar jie2... Pls dun use yellow... very hard to read... XD How u find my blog?