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.: My 100th post? :.

Wow, I just saw the number when I signed in and I was like, "Whoa! You serious ar?".
Why? So far.. 99 posts! So yeap, this is my 100th post. Class party was awesome, I really did get high on coke! and sweets... and pizza. Lmao!

Anyway, Nina was the most "drunk" of us all because at one point after the pizza, she was dancing like everyone else. But she dance the most hyper and "sexy" so everyone [even me] was woo-ing and dancing along. Lauretta and Harishma also! Today was great except for the last part where we had to clean up. So disgusting la 1A!! Why? Cause, the rubbish bag ade full and tied already and they still stuff in the small hole there. >=(

I'm not happy!

Performed "On Broadway" today on stage. I can tell you, not scary at all. and the band members were talking and talking in the koko room while waiting. Artisha sat on my shoulders! She's really really heavy! But weirdly, it was like a massage cause got pressure on my shoulders. I was super hyper after school. Ask Syaiesta! [I dunno how to spell].

Oh yea. YOU ___________, listen up!
Can you stop copying other people and find yourself?
Can you actually stop being such a wannabe?
Can you grow a heart or maybe a brain?

I dont think you can. I used to really hope that you would change. I really did because you're actually not bad, just spoiled and rotten. Who's fault? Your own. Partly your parents fault but mostly its your fault for letting it happen. WHO LIKED YELLOW FIRST? I am so glad I woke her up! Cause she set me free from you! Of it wasnt for her, I would still be silently condenming you to hell. I bitched about you? Damn right I did. And guess why? Cause you treated me like trash.

You are the most selfish, bitchiest, spoiled and stubborn person I've ever met. You always wanna talk bout you, and you love the attention. Guess what? Now you'll get less 3 people's attention. Sorry for the dissapointment! And cause you love yourself to fucking much, you dont give a damn bout anyone else. I have no idea if its a lie or an act you put up but its really not helping. And, its funny when I think back. I begged you to forgive me and I regret it. Its a waste of time. Ah well... I wont be the one to linger in the past. Soon, you'll just be the nightmare I had.

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.: My 100th post? :.