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.: Tired of life :.

I know its not really okay to say this but I hate most of the adults in my life. Parents and only a few teachers in my school. I'm gonna start with my parents cos they're the ones causing me pain. My dad gave me so much hope in a simple sms but with one silly question that ushered out of my mouth, the hope died down to nothingness. I regret ever asking at all. My mum tried to relate to the recent feelings I felt, only made it worse. How could she understand? She says everytime she see's me sad, she "feels" it too. BULLSHIT! She's just trying to make me feel better. Damn it! I wish I could go to school everyday of the week even if I had to study. I realised, school made me feel happy. Home made me feel SICK! Why? Cos I'm reminded that i can't ________ even with so much effort.

The teacher I'm mad at really is buy-ous. She thinks Delima is getting worse. When she was scolding all the Std 6, i didnt hear one single word of bad attitude from Berlian. I'm like " WTH U FUCKING TEACHER??!!" She kept saying Delima teruk, Delima teruk, Berlian bagus, Berlian bagus. and once again i'm like " WTF!". I hate Buy-ous people. She never say about Berlian why? Cos she teaches the class. Harsheni is noisy, she said nothing. Gaya keep bringing handphone, she said once. A lot of noisy ppl in tat class and yet Delima gets the bloody scolding. All the noisy ppl in delima dun even come to school damn it! If you ever ask Delima if they hated that teacher, they would say " We dun hate her, we despise her!" But if you as so called "goody -goody" Berlian they would say " We love you teacher!!" *Delima rolls their eyes.*

Today we finally celebrated patriotic day. Not what I expected. We only celebrated it until rehat time. SPOIL THE TRADITION MAN!! Of the 5 years in that school, we always celebrated patriotic day until balik time. The stupid headmistress spoiled the tradition. I can forgive that but when the same teacher I hate scolds Melissa [ who did nothing wrong unless you count singing the patiotic song with a lot of semangat wrong then... ] when she did nothing wrong!! Me, Jeannie, Gaya, Chong, Melanie and other ppl oso included so why only Melissa??!! I oso pengawas but she only scold Melissa. Pity her la! *swears* The teacher said "look at the other, normal students. they sin no need to dance/____ what. try singing like that." When actually. They didnt SING AT ALL!!!!

Still, life is unfair. i know.

But until like this?

Unbelieveable...

.: Tired of life :.