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.: My Birthday Party:.

This is the schedule for my birthday party...

1] dinner [yes]
2] play water [no]
3]watch movies [yes]
4] sleep [yes]
5] bowling [yes]
6] swimming n lunch by the poolside [yes]

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Dinner!

Melissa, Ling, Tan and Teh like kinda shy. To me the food was GREAT! but i dunno bout them... Melissa n Ling MUST tell me in de cbox ar... ^^ The first few minute was kinda quiet. A bit eerie. When the crab came, Ling n me ate the most crab. Melissa n Ling was playing with their food [XD] but Teh n Tan still quiet with a few giggles here n there.

Ling as usual wore PINK... Melissa wore a blue colar shirt with BLACK short... Teh wore a black shirt n shorts.... Tan wore a dark blue shirt... I wore a grey HOODIE!! ^^

Dishes are sea garoupa, fried chicken, veg [tau tau], philipines meat crab with bun, beancurd, salmon [not my idea], coconut jelly n pork [not my idea too].

Movies!!

Melissa sudjested "I'm Not Stupid Too" but i didnt want to cry... ^^" Hehe, sorry melissa... We watched John Tucker Must Die and Inspecter Gadjet 2. Then we slept. Ling play my gameboy n Teh play Ling's phone. lol... When me n Melissa wanted to sleep, we kept on talking but in de end we still slept... XP

Bowling!!

First let me say... MELISSA GOT TWO STRIKES IN A ROW!!!! At first i sucked but then my dad helped me roll the bowling ball not bowl de bowling ball... i rolled it n i did better but i still bowled normally in de end... My middle finger hurt a bit after bowling. XP

Swimming was not exactly swimming but just playing with water... lol...

And tats all...

My parents took me to Extra Super Tanker on my real birthday date. We ate, SHARKFIN!! Note : Extra Super Tanker has de best sharkfin in de world. Plus, it is only RM28 per bowl/ person... cheap no?

i guess tats all... Bye Bye n thy for reading todays blog post by Cherrie... XD
^^

.: Gosh... :.

Many many things happened the past few days and I didnt share it with u all... Sorry! Sketsa thing really tiring me out. Haih, what to do?? I want to thank my sister, she gave me permission to use her WONDERFUL script. A great twist in de story.

I think this whole week has and will be the most tiring week ever since UPSR ended [except the weekend]. Hah... I'm so excited.

At school, me n melissa kinda bored cos no uno so we want borrow congkak. Asked Cik Syam, can... Take from the bilik panitia. We went to the top floor, not there. Second floor, not there. Canteen, asked teacher cos we got agravated seeing the bilik koko locked [which is wher the congkak is normally kept] and teacher say its the bilik behind the bilik guru. We go up n there it is. SUSAH JE WALK UP N DOWN LIKE CRAZY PPL!!

I wanna update my wish list kay? just one item...

~Foretelling by Alice Hoffman~

It was my favourite book but one of my friends lost it. I'm not angry.

Seriously, I am SICK of people that i thought was a friend i could trust through thick n thin suddenly being so damn fucking rude or ignoring me. For goodness sake WHY?????!!! I personally call them IDIOTS! Wanna know wats more idiotic, A person that actually makes insults a jokes. Yea, i know. We do it lots of times but this fella insults like she's fighting. I dun wanna say who she is but she is damn idiotic!!

Gahh! nothing to write... EVERYONE!! Play auditionSEA!

.: Birthday! :.

Woots! Mah birthday ish comin! I'm gonna hav a party thats better than last year. Some of you must be asking what happened last year rite? Well... Sad thing was I invited ALL my best friends [last year one] but only one came even though it was puasa. Only Alynna came out of all the malays. Luckily i also invited Anne and Ling. Only three ppl came. I enjoyed it only because of the iPod shuffle i got for that birthday. I was kinda sad the few days before the party cos all my malay friends came to me and said that their parents dont let them come cos of puasa thingy. Now i'm okay, But i promised myself that this year i'm gonna make sure it doesnt happen lyk tat. For the party i'm having this year, i invited my CHINESE best friends and most of them agreed. I dunno bout Tan yet but i hope she can go. I'm having it next weekend. [So excited!]

This year is the last year i get to see most of my malay friends. My chinese friends all confirm go SMK ade. I wanted to spend as much time as i can with the malays, expecially on my birthday but i guess not then. I can host some other party with them around november or december. 10 more days to my birthday and for those of you who r lazy to count but want to gimme a present, its on the last day of september, 30th. REMEMBER IT!! Hehehe... XD

Those comin to mah party... you want my wishlist?? Ling having trouble deciding wat to buy... LOL

WISHLIST

1] Manga! (by local artists n from Gempak Starz)
2] Books! (fantasy, girls... anything except sci-fi or horror)
3] Notebook! (So i can use for next year to write homework n stuff.... DUH! XD)
4] Pen! (gel pen... )
5] Sweets! (any kind.)
6] Notebook! ( pages lyk from art block, blank pages, binding) {if possible}
7] Stationary! (to be used next year... - my sis tell me form 1 must write our own notes.. ><)

Thats all.... HAHAHA!!!
Aiya, dun buy oso can la... As long as you dun mess up 27, 28, 30 september...
Hehehe...

Okay, now that thats done, I wan cerita bout FORM 1 * dramatic music*. According to my sis, we hav to write our own notes, Teacher wont give okay!! 0.0 We get to use pen, ^^. Worse of all is... WE HAVE A FREAKING TEXTBOOK FOR SENI!!~~ SENI!!!~~ and... we have subjects like sejarah, geografi and all the other crappy boring subjects that make us go to sleep. zZzZzZ Futhermore, [WTH?!~~ i sound like i'm writing the information transfer in section B... :P] we also have extra curriculor activities. WWAAAAHHH!!! Next year have to join back taekwondo... *sob* *sob* *sniff* *sniff* next year, i MUST masuk Pring! dun wan masuk Playne... Why?? cos... all the Pembodek there... K

K la... I lazy wantype some more n i dun remember what my sis told me bout Form 1 or SMK...
hehehe...

.: Tired of life :.

I know its not really okay to say this but I hate most of the adults in my life. Parents and only a few teachers in my school. I'm gonna start with my parents cos they're the ones causing me pain. My dad gave me so much hope in a simple sms but with one silly question that ushered out of my mouth, the hope died down to nothingness. I regret ever asking at all. My mum tried to relate to the recent feelings I felt, only made it worse. How could she understand? She says everytime she see's me sad, she "feels" it too. BULLSHIT! She's just trying to make me feel better. Damn it! I wish I could go to school everyday of the week even if I had to study. I realised, school made me feel happy. Home made me feel SICK! Why? Cos I'm reminded that i can't ________ even with so much effort.

The teacher I'm mad at really is buy-ous. She thinks Delima is getting worse. When she was scolding all the Std 6, i didnt hear one single word of bad attitude from Berlian. I'm like " WTH U FUCKING TEACHER??!!" She kept saying Delima teruk, Delima teruk, Berlian bagus, Berlian bagus. and once again i'm like " WTF!". I hate Buy-ous people. She never say about Berlian why? Cos she teaches the class. Harsheni is noisy, she said nothing. Gaya keep bringing handphone, she said once. A lot of noisy ppl in tat class and yet Delima gets the bloody scolding. All the noisy ppl in delima dun even come to school damn it! If you ever ask Delima if they hated that teacher, they would say " We dun hate her, we despise her!" But if you as so called "goody -goody" Berlian they would say " We love you teacher!!" *Delima rolls their eyes.*

Today we finally celebrated patriotic day. Not what I expected. We only celebrated it until rehat time. SPOIL THE TRADITION MAN!! Of the 5 years in that school, we always celebrated patriotic day until balik time. The stupid headmistress spoiled the tradition. I can forgive that but when the same teacher I hate scolds Melissa [ who did nothing wrong unless you count singing the patiotic song with a lot of semangat wrong then... ] when she did nothing wrong!! Me, Jeannie, Gaya, Chong, Melanie and other ppl oso included so why only Melissa??!! I oso pengawas but she only scold Melissa. Pity her la! *swears* The teacher said "look at the other, normal students. they sin no need to dance/____ what. try singing like that." When actually. They didnt SING AT ALL!!!!

Still, life is unfair. i know.

But until like this?

Unbelieveable...

.: Idiocy at its highest level :.

Just by looking at the titlle, you can see i had a fairly acceptable day. The IDIOCY of someone spoiled the day. If she didnt do watever she did, i would have the greatest day ever. I wanna focus on the good part of today not the bad part cos there already is too much of that in my blog. :P Let's just say she was acting very very bitchy like a spoiled heartless brat.

Good part is that we won second place in the dance competition thingy. The part i'm dancing wasnt necessary so... I dunno if the leader will put us out of the group or teach us the traditional malay dance move. Either way, i'm okay. I have to admit, Teoh was good. thats why she got 1st place. Other than that, Dini, my classmate last year [ she moved to putrajaya already. ><], came at 11 something. Excited, thrilled, happy, overjoyed. All the feelings i felt when i saw her. We hung out at "fresh air". Made a shout out on hitz.fm but i didnt hear it... Haiz..

I hate ppl who merajuks when the thing she does to others is done to her. Its ...
1] Idiotic
2] Irritating
3] Bitchy
3]Bratty

So ppl, if possible PLS stop doing that kind of things to you're friends or u'll end up with no one in the end...

.: Bored :.

Sigh... UPSR over like no fun ade...
Although I love coming on9, I hate my grandma checking up on me every 1 hour!!
Is it wrong to help your mother cook rice, even if you're not so good at it?!
[1] The first time i helped my mum cook rice, i didnt wipe the bottom so it was kinda popping a bit and she just had to tell me like my mum didnt tell me already.
[2] Just now went to cook rice, I accidentally on the wrong switch and she comes in her like an officer saying " you cook rice ar??" i nod. " you on the wrong switch. Neeh, you on the one for the burn bread one. " I'm like WTH?? Why cant you say toaster? I just say "orr." and get up, she starts waving her hand saying that she off the one and on the other one already. Again i'm lik WTH??? If you already did it why tell me? I know some ppl love their grandmas but mine is different, irritating. Some ppl share my opinion others have theirs.

Okay... Like i said, UPSR over its kinda dull here..
No stress.
No checking preparation with friends.
No panic.
No studying like crazy.

Okay, i admit. i'm kinda glad its over but it didnt seem like the merdeka i dreamt of. i juz wanna get this dance thingy over with so i cant enjoy more of... of... stuff with my friends. Especially the ones going to asrama of other highschools... ><

.: Wa Lao! :.

About the new phone thingy...
I'm like WAAAYYYY confused 'cause when i talk to my dad, my hopes jump as high as mount everest BUT when I talk to mum, hopes come crashing down like hail fire.
Thats why in my head I'm like "woah... okay... ENOUGH!! YAY!!" so... I'm mentally disturbed and considering suicide...
LOL!! Juz kidding bout the suicide... Today got this dance group thingy and i was suppose to teach ppl [i dun wanna say who] but one irri fella nicely quit like its a bloody game when the freaking headline is WEDNESDAY~! Actually 5 ppl quit da group today... I got sumthing to say to those ppl...
GROW UP! IF YoU DUN WAN MASUK THEN DUN! IF YOU SCARED TO TELL US TO PRACTICE THEN GET LOST!
Seriously, we dun mind ppl telling us to practice but if they're too bloody scared then why suddenly quit??!! What kind out idiots are they???

Owh, the irony of life...

.: ??? :.

Okay... Look, I didnt curse you, I hoped... I'm glad you apologised and I was rude to you cuz you were rude to a lot of my friends. If you think I cursed you, I'm sorry. Sedar diri la...
You call my friend b**ches, sl**ches and you say f**k to them.. Rude rite so sedar la..
P.S. Hope you get 5 A because u insaf ade... ^^

.: DISASTER!! :.

UPSR over but i cannot get a new PHONE!!!!
Last night at dinner my parents told me that...

A new phone...
1] Wouldnt be fair for my sister
2] Isnt necessary

The not logical thing is, they say i can get something else. I can ask for an iPod, Nintendo Wii, camera... Isnt that much more expensive??!! The idiocy of it is unspeakable. Dinnertime i held back my tears. Went home, quickly finished my music practice and locked myself in the room. I sulked. I have every right to. I think my mum wants to just put money in the bank and get it over it. When I suggested to use the money for a phone, she starts again with the "a new phone is not a neccesity..." crap. The only reason i stayed up until midnight studying and waking up at 5 am to revise again was for a new phone. If I dont change phone for UPSR, I have to wait another 3 years and after PMR until I can get one. Mum came into my room and blabbered about the whole neccesities again. Dad said that my sis still holds a grudge about me getting a phone earlier than her. How does he know? Since my father was going to Shanghai today, I HAD to apologise last night. Its became a habit after 12 years. I really feel...

1] Damn angry
2] Devastated
3] Confused
4] Heart-broken

Heart-broken because of all my work, i cant get what i want.
Look out for Avril's songs from her old album when she was a punky teen, Let go and Under my skin...

.:!Merdeka!:.

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.

11th of September 2008.
That day it will finally end.

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.

Glancing at my watch every now and then,
waiting... Just waiting...
Like everyone else...

Tick.

10

Tock.

9

Tick.

8

Tock.

7

Tick.

6

Tock.

5

Tick.

4

Tock.

3

Tick.

2

Tock.

1

Tick.

0

"MERDEKA!!!", everyone shouted. Jumping up and down.

Okay... the last part only happened in my mind. :P
Since this is the first post, I'll explain properly what happened on 11th september 2008.
The last few minutes and seconds, I kept having this countdown in my head.It was like, "5,4,3,2,1. YAY!!". When the invigilater said that it was time and we had to put our pencils down, I wanted to scream with joy. The moment I stepped out of the hall, the feeling of relief and happiness was overwhelming. I felt overjoyed. Waited for Fir, Nureen,Lynna, Farah n all my frens. When we came out, we ran to the lobby where this red and white tape was. We planned to push until it broke but sadly it was made higher. Even when we tried to push it... Lets just say it was quite strong. We headed for the hall where every UPSR candidate was talking, screaming "MERDEKA!" or wooting. It was a "kodak moment". XD

UPSR is over and I intend to live life to the fullest with my friends that are leaving next year. I will hold on to the good memories and hopefully so will they. At SMK next year, I WONT I repeat, WONT _______. Its a secret.^^

Lately, my friend, Melissa, has been complainin bout this idiot who's thrashing her in her own cbox. She [I know its a she because she's from my school which is a girl school] calls herself "???" and "unknown" on another friend of mine's blog[Ling]. If you're reading this, who the hell are you and who do you think you are calling my friends bitches or slutches?!! I dont care if you say their blogs are not nice but why do YOU need to butt in their buisness??!! I heard this a lot of times and i will quote it and put it in capital letters so you can see it you blind bat! "IF YOU CANT SAY NICE THINGS, DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!!!" And if you EVER thrash them again, I pray to God that you WONT get 5A's in UPSR.
P.S. If you thrash anyone at all, i hope you fail UPSR!