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.: Chapter 2 :.

Chapter 2
That weekend, I reluctantly went to tuition. I was late. I was begging my parents to let me skip tuition. No such luck. Again, I was stuck behind him. I didn’t even look at him once that day. I was busy thinking, “Should I tell him about Rose?” Sally looked at me.
“What’s wrong? You look really sad…” I looked at her and everyone else in the room. They were whispering and glancing at me. I smiled the friendliest smile I could manage.
“Well…” I told her EVERYTHING. Rose. Wane. Bree. Everything.

After 3 excruciating hours, I was finally allowed to go. Still, I hesitated. I watched everyone get up and leave until it was only me, Sally, him, and his friends. I got up. Plugged my ears with music at full blast and walked out. As I pulled on the door, I glanced at Sally. She was talking to him.

I saw their mouths move. I just went out the door. I can’t stand it. I can’t like him because Rose likes him. ARGH!

That night, I tossed and turned in bed. I absolutely couldn’t sleep. I read my books but I still couldn’t sleep. Staring at the ceiling, I felt my pillow vibrate. It was just my phone. I lazily reached for it. “Who’s this??” I asked myself. On the screen it showed an unknown number. I picked up anyway.
“Hello? Who’s this?”
“Hi. Er.. Is this Eve?” Who the hell is this??
“Yea… Who’s this??”
“Erm… I don’t know if you know who I am.. I’m Wane, Wane Hagen. You sat behind me a few times before… like today…” I gasped.
“How did you get my number?”
“Your friend, Sally.”
“Okay… remind me to kill her later..”
He laughed. He texted and called me like once a week. I really couldn’t complain. One day, he asked about Rose.
“I overheard you the other day.”He said.
“Do you want her number?”
“Yea… Sure…”

A few weeks later, he called less often. I got frustrated with him. I texted him but he didn’t text back. I called him but he didn’t call back.
One day, I decided to ask him why. Just out of curiousity.

Finally, the weekend came. I waited and waited for a chance to talk to him away from prying ears. Half an hour before the end of tuition, he got up and went to the toilet. I waited 3 minutes and went after him. I stood there in front of the door, waiting.
*flush* *click*
The door swung open.
“Oh, hey..” he smiled and headed off to class. I pulled his arm.
“Wait, I need to talk to you.”
He hesitated. “O-okay… What’s up?”
“Why don’t you answer my calls?”
“I’ve… er… Been busy.”
“Oh… Okay…” I loosened my grip. A brief image crossed my mind. Him. Rose. Walking hand in hand. My eyes widened. I gripped him arm tighter.
“Ow..”
“Did you use me to get to Rose?!” Silence.
“Tell me honestly.. Now..” His face darkened. His smile faded into a thin line.
“Tell me, please!” I begged him. I have to know. My eyes, slightly moist with tears, looked deep into his eyes. All the while tugging at his arm.
“Yea… Sort of… But-“
“I hate you! I cant believe I actually like you!” Tears streamed down my face.
“Wait! What-?” He grabbed my shoulders when I tried to run. I tried to push him off but to no prevail. He was stronger than me. I stopped trying and glared at him. I shouldn’t have said anything! I should’ve let it be!
“You heard me… I hate you! Now let me go!” I squirmed.
“The other one… Please?” He looked at me with pleading eyes. He looked so… cute. Rage enveloped me. “He just manipulated you! How can you still say he’s cute??!” My mind screamed.

I kept my mouth shut and my eyes closed. His grip loosened.
“At first yeah… I did… I liked Rose. I even asked her to be my girlfriend… Then-“
It hurts too much. The ache in my heart got worse. It throbbed with pain! I covered my ears with my hands, just hoping this was a dream. In the darkness I could hear him. I opened my eyes and ran to the door to the stairs.
“Eve!” He managed to grab me again. I shut my eyes tight. I could feel his breath on my hands, desperate to tell me something. I step back.
“Eve!” I step back. I could feel his hands shaking my wrists, trying to pull my hands off my ears. I step back.
“Eve!“ This time his voice had a bit of panic in it. I step back.
Then, I felt myself falling. I opened my eyes just to see it fade again.
*thump* “Eve!!! Someone help!”
Darkness.

.: Nureen's Farewell :.

Nureen is leaving! I'm really sad..
I cried yesterday and yesterday night and when I got home today..
I took lots of pics too..
We went to SM..
Really fun!!
I didnt get to finish bowling..
I was so paranoid that my mum would be there waiting and see me getting off the taxi!
Me and Afzal left at 3.30...
Shouldve stayed longer..

I know I should've told my mum but I know that if I tell, she wont even let me stay back..
What a great farewell that would be huh?

Anyway, Teacher's Day really ROCKED!!!
It was WAAYY better than the one at St Mary [old school]
I really laughed REALLLYY HARD!!
The teachers were really funny during the fashion show.. [Except GORILLA]
Miss Yong and Cik Fairos look so preetyy!!!!!!!
2 best performances was done by 5sc1 and band of course!!
I have to say... AWESOME PPL!!!

I brought the camera only to find out that today cannot make the pass...
My sister la... hish..
dunno what to blog la...

My sis fren all comin to watch "The UNBORN!!" at night..
haizz...
screaming...
shouting...
haiz..

Yesterday, I learned "the tortoise" and "the chair" at hip hop class...
Those are breakdancing moves...

HAPPIE!!!
but...

SAD>>>>
NUREEN IS GOING>>>
BOO HOO:???

.: Chapter 1:.

Drumroll please!!
Presenting, the story I've been writing.. hehe
This is only chapter one! there's many more!

Chapter 1

“Shit! I’m late!” I rushed in the door and went to class. I looked around. You know how when you go for tuition and the class is like divided into two groups of girls and guys. Unfortunately for me, the girls’ side was full. I walked past the girls and sat beside Sally, my closest and not irritating friend in tuition. Apparently, she came late but obviously earlier than me. I didn’t notice till now, he was sitting in front of me.
The minute passed by as I tried and tried to concentrate. I just couldn’t! He was right in front of me! I couldn’t stop thinking about him! Argh! Weird thing was, sometimes, I could feel his gaze upon me. Then I would smile. Every now and then, I couldn’t help but a short glance at him.Looking at his face.
His smile. His eyes. Hearing his voice and his hearty laugh made my heart beat faster.
That’s how it was every single week.
…
…
Except this week. I came late again, so did Sally. We sat behind them. As the History teacher was blabbering away, I glanced at him. Surprisingly, he decided to glance at me at the exact moment. Our eyes met.. and I just.. stared at him. He looked away. I wouldve slapped myself if it wasn’t for the fact that he was there. Should’ve smiled. Damn! And now, every night before I sleep, I would think about what his reaction would be if I smiled.
Great, now I’m talking nonsense! A smile cant changed anything! I really slapped myself as I sat on the bed. Gotta get some sleep, I had school tomorrow. Urgh!
Next morning, I dragged myself out of bed and actually made it to school.
“Eve! Hey Eve!” I turned around.
“Oh, hey Bree.”
“Gosh, you look like a zombie!” I scowled.
“thanks so much”
We walked and talked and walked and talked. we met up with the whole family of 10. More talking. It’s the way girls are. As we talked, we stumbled on the one question we never asked before.
“heyy.. I just thought of something! Any of you realise that Rose never “likes “ anyone?” Alice’s question caused ooh-s and aaahh-s. From everyone.I could see her blush a little. Suddenly Bree shouted,
“Oooo… I know who, must be Wane right?” Bree teased in her sing-song voice. Her jaw dropped, laughter followed.
Somehow, that name seems familiar.
“how did she meet him?”
“I dunno really.”
“I don’t like him anymore!” Rose shouted as Bree spilled out information about him.
My expression hardened. I frowned.
“Wait a minute.. Is his full name Wane Hagen?”
“Yeah! You know him?”
“Not really.. He goes to my tuition center now.”
According to Bree, she used to like him.[As if I’ll believe that] And he used to like her.
“Hey Rose! Want me to pass him a love letter?” I teased. Ouch. It actually hurt.

.: Exam Week :.

Hey hey ppl. Wassup?
I'm not sick.. Its exam week.. Life is GREAT! AND BAD>>
Haiyo... Tomorrow geo... ><
Dad reformat de whole com..
I got myspace!!
Add okay?

whatthehell9609@yahoo.com

I've been writing this teenage romance heartbreak story..
Exam la.. So damn bored! So nothing to do I write la.. Test pad rite there!
I think I'm gonna post chapter by chapter in de myspace blog..
I'll let you know when de first chapter is actually up.
Only Adlyn has read it.
No need to get jealous.. haha! jk jk..

Kris Allen won American Idol..
I think the judges are really unfair..
I'm happy that Kris won but have you realised that all de winners are good looking only?
I think the judges are racist too.
Only like, white ppl win!
Never hav I seen an african american win..
Anyway, I've decided not to support American Idol anymore..

The school/class will be full of ppl divided into 2 groups. TERRIBLE!

Gosh... I hate Geo n Sej... > <

P.S
I WANT A LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AARRGGH!!
EVERYONE HAS ONE EXCEPT MEEEE....
*sob* *sob*
*cry* *cry*

.: Sniff sniff :.

I think I'm sick..

I hope its not the H1N1 virus!! > <

First symptom I have : Sneezing and runny nose

Second symptom : Fever and slight headache and aching body..

Tell me if I have it or not... Please!! Feeling better after I ate some medicine..

Now, its back...

I DUN WANNA DIEE!!! [I think] XD

Well, I wont have to sit for the exam... =D

But I'll miss my friends... > <

I hope its not anyway.. but it got me thinking..

Who will be sad if I die?

Who will be happy that I die?

Who will cry?

Who will smile?

P.S

Do you hate me or forgotten me? I cant tell..

All I know, you found a NEW BFF and its not me..

I hate her but you dont know that..

You've changed.. I dunno if I have..

You've replaced me..

Remember what you said to me on my birthday?

Is that promise still there or was it just to make me happy?

You talk to me but your mind is wandering elsewhere..

I'm crying just thinking about this..

You've hurt me and I feel like you've betrayed me..

But I cant get myself to hate you...

Cause you used to be my "family" when my real one didnt care...

I dunno what to think...

Life is complicated..

.: Anothe week gone :.

You know, I'm starting to realise how fast time is..

Isnt it wonderful?

Time I spend in school will be like so fast! No need to deal with all the sibuk-sibuk teachers!!

Today is saturday and I have to go tuition... TT.TT

3 whole hours of Sejarah, Geo and Science... Its because of sejarah... > <

Stewppid teacher! I can sleep in ur class la!!

I hate and like Form 1... I wanna go back to standard 6!!!!!!!!

I rather sit for upsr again than deal with the horrible teachers of Form 1..

Still, Form 1 is quite fun...

Haiya nvm la!!

Nothing much to say cos life is mostly homework... sleep... homework... sleep... eat... homework... sleep... TV... homework... homework... HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going insane with the amount of homework..

Yesterday, my "smart" english teacher said our scholastic books havent arrive...

Cik Murni said she saw the box there (office) already...

She ask Nina to go and check...

Nina saw the box... 2 big box there in the office!!

Either she's blind or she mentally disable!!

Cleaning time, Nina n Hasish (Harish) go see our "Intelligent" english teacher...

Then when they came back, we FINALLY got our books..

Hey Teacher, If you didnt check can just say rite??!!!! No need to pandai2 say havent come yet and make us wait another week maybe for our books!! Just admit it you B****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!

this morning, I heard my idiotic grandmother say something like " I go... room.... many times... dirty... clean..."

Sorry la! I "banana" rite! She speaking in chinese la! I was like so angry I wanted to shout from my room, "You need to go my room for what??!! Busy body!! Not ur room rite??!! If not my room then u go whose room huh??!! Mummy already told you NOT to come upstairs rite?? Nobody at home you want come upstairs to do what?? Clean my room? My sister's room? No need!! You stay downstairs enough!! If you never went into my room in the first place I would've never HATED you... But you did so I. Hate. YOU!!!! BLUEEKKK!!!"

Oh how I wish I could say it....

.: Survey?? :.

Fir Tagged Me.... I think...

SURVEY

Once you are tagged,
Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Starting time: 8:45 pm
Name: Rebecca Kong Yee Rong AKA Kyro/Kiro =D
Sisters: Rachel Kong Yee Rou
Brothers: None... =C
Eye Color: Dark Brown [I checked!]
Shoe size: 6/5
Hair: Black
Piercings: Ear only
Height: I dun remember

What are you wearing right now? Baggy T-shirt and shorts
Where do you live? Taman Selayang Baru
Favourite number: 3
Favourite drink: Cincau
Favourite month: September
Favourite day: Friday
Favourite breakfast: Bread with kaya

Have You Ever

Broken a bone: Nay
Been in a police car: Nay
Been on a plane: Yea..
Been in a hot tub: Yea.. Once.. XD
Swam in the ocean: Not exactly swim... more like waddle? paddling?
Fallen asleep in school: Yea.. its normal
Broken someone’s heart: No..
Cried when someone died?: I THINK I did...when my grandaunty passed away.. =c
Fell off your chair: Of course!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: twice?
Saved e-mails: Yea
Been cheated on: No... Ive never had a boyfriend... =C

What Is

Your room like? Green n messsy
What is right beside you? Camera
What is the last thing you ate? Banana

Ever Had

Chicken pox: I think so... I dun remember much...
Sore throat: Yea... Like duh!!
Stitches: No...
Broken nose: Nay

Do Youokay

Believe in love at first sight? Yes... No... I dunno... Ahhh... Yes then..
Like picnics: Yup
Wear contact lenses or glasses? Yea... I wear glasses... I HATE THEM!! I want contact lenses!!!!!!!

Who

Who was the last person you danced with? my sis?
Who last made you smile? My sis..
Who did you last yell at? Cant remember... I think it was de class...

Random Questions

What are you listening to right now? the whirring of a computer..
What did you do today? Study.. Gossip... Think abt y tat person not talking to me much...=X
Hate someone in your family? YES!!
Diamond or pearl? Diamond...
Are you the oldest? No... > <
Indoors or outdoors? both!

Today did you

Talk to someone you like? Yes.... my friends
Kiss anyone? Nooo
Get sick? Nooo
Sing? Yes... A lot actually... =D
Talk to an ex? I dont hav an ex...
Miss someone of the opposite sex? yea... =X
Eat? DUH!

Last person who

You talked to on the phone? Mummy..
Made you cry? My best friend
Went to the movies with? Family...
You went to the mall with? Family... -.-
Texted you? Melanie..

Have you

Been to Mexico? No
Been to USA? Yea... ^^

Final Questions

Have a crush on someone? Yea but de person doesnt like me... =C
What books are you reading right now? -
Best feeling in the world? Happiness... Love <3
Future kids names? Alice - girl boy... havent think yet...

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Yes... My teddy [polar bear bought in australia]
What’s under your bed? Dust...
Favorite sport(s) to watch? I dun watch sports... makes no sense...
Favorite place: my room
Who do you really hate? Several ppl...
Do you have a job? Nay...
What time is it now? 9:07pm

Congratulations you have come to end of the quiz,
Tag 10 people now.

1. Melissa Chan
2. Michelle Chong
3. Ling..
4. Jaice
5. Rachel
6. Natsumi
7. Jocelyn
8. anyone that wants to do this. =)
9. anyone that wants to do this. =)
10. anyone that wants to do this. =)

.: Damn U Streamyx! :.

Yea, I know.. I hardly ever update my blog... Its not my fault really! Its de slow internet and my sister tat hogs de com..

Okayy ppl... Add me if u want...

rkyr_coolbabe@hotmail.com

No laughing!! <<>

HEER FAULT!!!

Side step very fun leh!! Today Samantha sudd call me, siva, a form 3 girl and Teh to "show" de others how to "do it properly"... *toing*??

Haiya... susah la... If I gossip, I lazy to type... If I dun gossip, I got nothing to write...

sorry ar, everyone... Gomenasai, minnasama!

I shall strive for more bloggertivity... haha!!!!

LAme!! *slap*

Okay, okay... I'm going insane...