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.: Sorrry!! :.

Haha! Guess what?
I'm gonna go back to tumblr... :P
Why? Well... I cant blog on my iPod and I hardly EVER go to the com anymore... :P
Thousand apologies! :)
http://crispy-apples.tumblr.com
.: Exhausted! :.

School was normal actually, except for balik time when I found out that Amy is moving.
I'm not close to her but hey, it might affect the balance of the ecosystem in 1A! Or should I say 2A? Haha! Anyway, went to SM with Adlyn today! Had tons of fun! Bought a notebook and STICKERS [super cute!] at Living Cabin. :)

We ate sushi! And Adlyn said the tentacles of the baby octopus tickles her. :P
You know, the one called "chuka idako"?
We ate snowflakes too! Had to rush a bit.. Her brother picked us up. :O
He drove like, really fast! But hey, its more fun than the normal pace my parents drive at.. :P
I'm gonna text a lot this holidays! :D

Shafikah and Harish cried today. I cant really und why... We'll still see each other next year...
:P :P :P :P
I have no feelings. Haha! XD

I really miss my dad... :(
He's somewhere in Asia and I'm stuck in Malaysia. But as soon as he's back, we're gonna go get my iPod!! :) BIG SMILESS!!

I'm so gonna catch up Harish! You wait! =)
.: Do you know your love is the sweetest sin? :.

I'm like listening to Hero/Heroine non-stop! I just absolutely love that song weyh!
I just submitted my first artwork at DA aka Deviant Art. ^^
Haha... I'm so frustrated...

I want to hate my sister but the truth is deep down, I still love her. She is my own flesh and blood no matter how many times she hurts me. So, I give up. You win, Jie. I'll support you all the way through your life. I'll be your shoulder to cry on and so on. But I think I'll have to find a different person to be my sister whos shoulder I cry on. Fuck, I hate myself.

I found this artist on DA that can draw people. It looks so realistic! She/he drew hero from DBSK! I fav-ed it so you can see it on my DA acc.

Peace out pp!
.: O la la la la :.

Today was so weird! I came to school feeling so sad and angry. Then in class, happy. Next, devastated and finally smiley! Smiley was because of the prefects meeting. It was hilarious! When Bernice was telling everyone about her orientation week, she keep saying stuff like "wah~!". And they say sounded like Mun Li. Then Tanusha suddenly say that she also look like Mun Li also. We did that cause we finished damn early so we just sort of crapped to waste the time?

Anyway, the meeting finished like 3 something I think. I was like, "Alaaa! But I told my mom to pick me up at 4!" Then mish say "Yea! Me too." Then we started wasting time with Nina and Jeannie. We played this really ridiculous but extremely funny game. Nina's creation. =)

School was fun. Why? I crapped and cried, laughed and died. I practised the dialouge Miss Boey asked us to do with my group and we were laughing like crazy cause I was hyper. XD
OOO!! Before I forget, I found out a Form 4 can be hyper too! Jasmine! I overheard. =P That was when my nose JUST stop bleeding. Sorry if I caused panic. =P

BWAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!

Anyway... So sad la... Miss Yong and Cik Fairoz wont be here next year. =( *sob*

Haha... I'm laughing right now. Its just so funny how we're fighting/argueing in our blogs. And right now, I'm laughing my ass off thinking "WTH? You called me a whore? ahahahahaa!! The person who pouts in all her pics and wears clothes from Forever21 when she isnt calls ME a whore! This is so hilarious! Hey! Wanna know something... Its not just the three of us! Its a lot of other people. MANY! And seriously, it seems like you only hate me cause.. I'm smart. Pretty lame no? Hey brat! Who says u aint a wannabe? Who? You? Well, you're pretty blind when it comes to yourself. When I said I want a MacBook, you deliberately told me you were getting a MacBook for christmas right? When Adlyn wanted a PSP, you deliberately got a PSP to make her jealous right? Wanna know what I think? You want people to be jealous of you. You cant get enough of the attention. Well, that is the very definition of a BRAT!! Dont ever forget that and I hope it haunts you forever.

.: Aloha? :.

Hey people! wassup? Went to 1U today to look for one of those winter vests.
Love em!
Want em!
Doesnt have em! =(
I saw this really nice one in Zara. Its white and looks really cool~
But... My dad said the filling, which is polyester, is not good. Cant keep my warm etc. He said should find one with duck down and feather. You guys know what down is right? Its that bushy cute little puff attached to the base of the feather. :)
He says that it is a good insulator.

On the way back from Winter Time [Lame shop! No vest at all! :(] all the way at the old wing, we passed this apple store. So, since I was begging my dad for a Nano, he said go in and see. I was like leaping with joy! BUT! Didnt buy it. Dad said after he comes back from Japan then only buy. :(

I seriously didnt expect the Nano [newest generation] tobe so thin and small! Right now I need help deciding la... Classic? Nano? Classic? Nano? *sigh*

HELP MEEE!!

Tell me what u think in my cbox. :)

Classic :
Goodies
- 160GB memory. (HUGE! I can watch movies weyh!)
- Like a portable hardisk. can carry photos and etc.
- over 40 000 songs.
- 6-7 hours of music etc.
- bigger screen (nicer to watch movies)

Baddies
- Damn big!
- Only in 2 colours
- quite heavy
- Not so much covers.
- No radio.

Nano :
Goodies
- colourful!
- light
- small
- 16 GB (i think)
- video camera!
- Radio!

Baddies
- small screen
- quite small memory space
- a bit too small n light. Like very fragile.
.: Hum a song, make your own :.

Today was the band farewell party and I brought the camera. :D
I didnt exactly cry cause I really dont know them that well... but I was really going to when Weng Lian suddenly got up and bowed to us and said she's sorry. And we took pictures as well as talk. [As usual] And towards the end, I saw Su Ting crying and I just thought "Its that gonna be me in another 5 more years?" I mean, this year was especially fast to me. Like, one minute its the end of the first semester and the next minute the year is already coming to an end. I tried to pujuk Su Ting and I was so shocked and speechless when she said...

Me : Dont cry la, Su Ting...
S.T : *sob* *sob*
Me : *think* ... You can always come back...
S.T : Yea... But not the same feeling...

I really was speechless...

I really didnt get to know the Form 5 seniors but I know I'll miss them. Its weird but I just know? Its a feeling I really have no words to describe.

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Anyway, gotong-royong was fun! [to me.] Why? Because I did nothing. ABSOLUTELY nothing. Except talk talk talk talk... :D
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This is pretty random but I hummed this when I got back home...
You caught my eye
with your great big smile.
You stole my heart
with your voice.
And you broke into a million pieces...
Like I said... Pretty random huh?
ta-tah!
.: My 100th post? :.

Wow, I just saw the number when I signed in and I was like, "Whoa! You serious ar?".
Why? So far.. 99 posts! So yeap, this is my 100th post. Class party was awesome, I really did get high on coke! and sweets... and pizza. Lmao!

Anyway, Nina was the most "drunk" of us all because at one point after the pizza, she was dancing like everyone else. But she dance the most hyper and "sexy" so everyone [even me] was woo-ing and dancing along. Lauretta and Harishma also! Today was great except for the last part where we had to clean up. So disgusting la 1A!! Why? Cause, the rubbish bag ade full and tied already and they still stuff in the small hole there. >=(

I'm not happy!

Performed "On Broadway" today on stage. I can tell you, not scary at all. and the band members were talking and talking in the koko room while waiting. Artisha sat on my shoulders! She's really really heavy! But weirdly, it was like a massage cause got pressure on my shoulders. I was super hyper after school. Ask Syaiesta! [I dunno how to spell].

Oh yea. YOU ___________, listen up!
Can you stop copying other people and find yourself?
Can you actually stop being such a wannabe?
Can you grow a heart or maybe a brain?

I dont think you can. I used to really hope that you would change. I really did because you're actually not bad, just spoiled and rotten. Who's fault? Your own. Partly your parents fault but mostly its your fault for letting it happen. WHO LIKED YELLOW FIRST? I am so glad I woke her up! Cause she set me free from you! Of it wasnt for her, I would still be silently condenming you to hell. I bitched about you? Damn right I did. And guess why? Cause you treated me like trash.

You are the most selfish, bitchiest, spoiled and stubborn person I've ever met. You always wanna talk bout you, and you love the attention. Guess what? Now you'll get less 3 people's attention. Sorry for the dissapointment! And cause you love yourself to fucking much, you dont give a damn bout anyone else. I have no idea if its a lie or an act you put up but its really not helping. And, its funny when I think back. I begged you to forgive me and I regret it. Its a waste of time. Ah well... I wont be the one to linger in the past. Soon, you'll just be the nightmare I had.

<3>

.: Tagged by Rodney :.

Rules: Once you've been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end, choose at least 10 to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Water! H2O~
2. last phone call = Adlyn
3. last text message = Adlyn
4. last song you listened to = Fuck You - Lily Allen
5. last time you cried = erm.. a few weeks ago?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = hell, I've never dated before!
7. been cheated on = pffft! You're asking me?
8. kissed someone & regretted it = I have not kissed anyone!
9. lost someone special = My grand aunty who brought me ice skating for the first time. ='(
10. been depressed = Of course!
11. been drunk and threw up = nope..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = Of course
16. Fallen out of love = er.. yes? No?
17. Laughed until you cried = Yeap!
18. Met someone who changed you = Hell yes!
19. Found out who your true friends were = yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yeap
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = NO

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = LOADS!
24. Do you have any pets = Pumbaa! My dog. pfft!
25. Do you want to change your name = I think so
26. What did you do for your last birthday = eat cake?
27. What time did you wake up today = 6.30 [I was late]
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = reading
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = driving license
30. Last time you saw your Mother = a second ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = the bitches
32. What are you listening to right now = silence
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = NOPE
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = the bitches
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook! And One MAnga
36. Where you want to be right now = at a electronic shop buying a laptop for myself. =(
37. Nicknames = "Kong!" "Kongi!" "Yee Rong!" "Becca!" "REBECCA!!" "Oi!"
38. Relationship Status = single
39. Zodiac sign = Libra
41. Elementary? = wazzat?
42. Middle school = SMK St Mary
43. Hair colour = Black
44. Long or short = short
46. Height = dun remember la...
47. Do you have a crush on someone = yea..
48. What do you like aboNope = aboNope????
50. Tattoos = want one...
51. Righty or lefty = right
52. First surgery = no
53. First piercing = EARS
54. First best friend = Fir...
55. First kiss= no
56. First vacation = *stares into space*
57. First crush = ehem.. ehem..

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = turkey ham!
60.Drinking = Water
61. I'm about to = go offline soon
62. Listening to = SILENCE! SHUUUSH!!
63. Waiting for = him..

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = dunnno
65. Get married = dunno
66. Career = dunno
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = both!
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both...
73. Sensitive or loud = both~~
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship la! I aint a whore!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = i dunno

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No
77. Drank hard liquor = no
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yup...
79. Sex on first date = no
80. Broken someone's heart = no?
81. Had your own heart broken = yes.. many times
82. Been arrested = no
83. Turned someone down = nope
84. Cried when someone died = nt really
85. Fallen for a friend? = last time

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = depends...
88. Love at first sight = maybe
89. Heaven = Yes...of course
90. Santa Claus = no
91. Kiss on the first date = no la.
92. Angels = Yup...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= No...
95. Did you sing today? = in the shower? XD
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = hey, past is past!
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = Np
.: I see rainbows :.

I'm really happy today. My grandparents from Australia came today from Johor. :D

I remember when my grandpa told me stories and stuff. Ahhh... Happy memories.. Happy memories... Anyways, I missed the prefects meeting and band practice because of this. :(



First...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FIR!


I was the fourth or fifth to wish her. DAMN IT! Damn you Faizah!! You were first. >:(

Haha! Kiddin! Kiddin! Today was pretty fun. Talked and talked. :) I had to answer sooo many questions to get Pn Parimalah to let me miss the meeting. I'll ask Nina later. :D
.: la la la :.

I just came home from Fir's birthday party. I think EVERYBODY was wearing football jerseys. I felt really awkward being so boy-ish in my taekwondo outfit. :P
But hey, I was really fun! We played games, ate and did the usual stuff la.. :D
Cake was delicious and I was half an hour late. Why? Cause I almost forgot. Why? I was watching Half Blood Prince with my sister. :P So sorry Fir!!

My grandma so bad. She complained about my dad that "always work". I was like WTH?? He works, so what! He works to feed your big fat mouth! Complain for what? If it wasnt for him, you would be sitting in a chair somewhere in the Old Folks Home! :C

Okay, I just wanted to lepas geram. :D

I dont know what to say today... Rant on my enimies? No mood.

So yeah, this gonna be a short post.

.: la la la :.

I just came home from Fir's birthday party. I think EVERYBODY was wearing football jerseys. I felt really awkward being so boy-ish in my taekwondo outfit. :P
But hey, I was really fun! We played games, ate and did the usual stuff la.. :D
Cake was delicious and I was half an hour late. Why? Cause I almost forgot. Why? I was watching Half Blood Prince with my sister. :P So sorry Fir!!

My grandma so bad. She complained about my dad that "always work". I was like WTH?? He works, so what! He works to feed your big fat mouth! Complain for what? If it wasnt for him, you would be sitting in a chair somewhere in the Old Folks Home! :C

Okay, I just wanted to lepas geram. :D

I dont know what to say today... Rant on my enimies? No mood.

So yeah, this gonna be a short post.

.: As it should be :.

Well, I just wanna say that I felt kind of funny today. First, I almost forgot that I was going for the CF party. Then, I went hyper. Lastly and the weirdest of all. I didnt get mad when my mom came to pick me up early. Miss Sim was just starting her story and she got cut off by sophia who was calling me, saying my mom was outside. I was really surprised. But, instead of getting mad like I usually do, I didnt. And that was the time Miss Sim was talking about the Holy Spirit which lives in every one of us. I think its a coincidence but I know, its like 50%. Cause, deep down, I somehow believe its not a coincidence.

Oh! Before I forget, yesterday I had dance class and guess what! Priya was there. I was like, "What the hell you doing here Priya?!". :D

Nothing much happened other than that though.
.: Welcome back :.

Hello everybody! Miss me? Anyways, Tumblr is so slow! So, I got pissed and I'm coming back to blogger. :D [Thank Gawd I didnt delete this. :P] Haha! But hey, I lasted there for 7 posts. The first one was damn fast then slowly it fade and became slower and slower... So yup, I'm gonna repost the Tumblr ones here. :D

Exam week.
Anyway, today I had my history paper and I SUCKED! I think I definitely wont get an A this time. AND! I blame you-know-who. [my history teacher] Damn her to hell! I absolutely despise her. Makes me soooo mad! My math paper 2 was easy except for question numbah…

*scratches head*

14! Why? You might ask… Because, the answer is so damn long and I’m not sure if I should round it off or just put the long one or just put the answer with one decimal point. Most of my friends went cuckoo with that question too. Thank God I’m not the only one.

*phew*

I am so glad I came online today. By the way, can someone tell me what the indent-thingy is? [To all you ppl who dont really know me, I use the word thingy a lot!]
hehe… Anyways, like I was sayin… I am so glad i came online because I thought tomorrow only got science and maths.. Halleluyah I read Gaya’s blog… :D or not I wouldnt have known that tomorrow also have art paper 1.
OMG, look at me. I have exams tomorrow and I’m sitting here blogging.. =P
*runs away*

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Today was really really great! First of all, I want to say all the bad stuff. Get it out of my system, ya know? BM was super hard and I tembak-ed 80% of the whole paper!

*smacks forehead*

That was the hard part. I thought Geo would be really really tough. BUT! It wasnt! :D I studied really hard and special thanks to Adlyn and Lauret cause revising with you guys really helped me remember. :D Oh, and thanks to Michelle Chong for telling me bout Jelebu. Unfortunately, I still couldnt answer the question. I know the place with the lowest taburan hujan but I didnt know where Jelebu is on the map! And I’m sitting there repeating, “Damn! Damn! Damn! DAMN! DAMN!”

Anyway…
Its over! Its over! Until next year shall I touch my books! :D
Lol! Okay… After school today, I went to Selayang Mall [St Marian Central] with Melissa, Michelle, Misheru, Wong [Charmaine], Tiffany and Jeannie to celebrate Tiff’s birthday!! Its this Sunday so remember to wish her! I bought her this houglass thingy but its the oil one so… Its adorable. Haha! Plus, Melissa, Misheru and I also bought…
STICKERS!!

Hey! Dont go saying we’re childish or what! I dont effin care! They’re cute!
I belanja Melissa mcflurry and Tiff belanja all of us lunch at Cone Pizza that cost 100+! *gasps* She wouldnt take the money… :C She only took Jeannie’s one which was because she promised. Damn it! Melissa and Wong wore school uniform. We saw LOADS of st marians there. I mean, duh! Selayang Mall is St Marian Central! :D

Then, at 5.30 like that, we went back to Tiff’s house where we cam whore-ed and talked like crazy! We tried to do the burst one but it was so fast and we kept laughing. And when we talked, we talked about the people in China and how they eat stuff. DID YOU KNOW THEY EAT BABIES?? AND MONKEY BRAIN?? *vomits*
Overall, it was a damn great day!

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Michelle : You know, they eat those babies that people abort?
Everyone : Eeeewww!!
Jeannie : They eat the girl baby.
Everyone : Yerrr!!!
Michelle : They say its good for your health.
Everyone : Disgusting!!!
Me : That's the problem... Since its good for their health and crap, they live longer and less people die. No wonder China's population is so high...
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Great! I’m banned from the computer the day I finish my fucking exam!
Real reasonable mom, really… I mean, you really should ban me after I study like hell to get grades that you wouldnt be proud of anyway. Hell, next time I wont fucking study then!
Wouldnt that be way easier?

Okay, she got mad at me for not practicing music. But hey, she seemed okay!! Wanna know when she banned me? WHEN MY DAD CAME HOME!! GO! COVER BEHIND HIM! MAKE HIM TAKE YOUR SIDE THEN!! I hate to say this but…
Right now, I really hate you, mom.
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I had a totally awesome day today! But first, let me talk about yesterday…

31 October

Well, my mum found out that my sis’s tuition already stopped so I made it on time to the Farewell. *phew* Anywayz, overall…

It was pretty boring for us probies.. :)

Well, I didnt mind serving the form 5’s but when it was our turn to eat… The food was already so little because it went through 4 hungry forms. The food wasnt great anyway so no regrets really. The form 3 then sang songs and stuff and Josie, you are just so awesome!!! She sang while Leava played the guitar.. Damn freaggin nice! :D Mostly its just talk and pictures so the place was really noisy.. :D Miss Goh gave a speech and so did Pn Parimalah… Esther too! She was like choking back the tears.. :(

THE END!! Oh yea, I’ll post a convo later.. damn funny.. XD
1 November

Woke up, brushed my teeth, got dressed, went tuition and yidi-yidi, yada-yada… Then after tuition, went to Selayang Mall where my sister, mother and me ate SUSHI!! :D Then my sister and I went walking around and she said she wanted to buy the ODM watch which was freaggin nice!! Anyway, she was bending down when suddenly Negaraku started playing!! Then she went into hyper mode and started saying things like “Look at all these people! They dont respect Negaraku!” “Stand straight!” “Dont laugh!”

My mum actually bought the RM399 watch for her.. AND ME!!! For my birthday.. At first I was happy but then I thought.. I regretted it cause I think my dad was gonna get me an iPod nano but now I dont think he will.. :(

Daddy daddy!! PLEASE, I want a nano!! I can give u de watch? :(
Oh well.. Today, my mom was really funny.. I dont knw why… but she was just hilarious! I almost pee-ed in my pants.. ALMOST!! I didnt la.. XD My dad is in Shanghai for a week.. I miss him… :( XD I’m such a baby… XD
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STOP
I shall resume ppl!!